Have you heard this story?
A man decides he wants to change his life for a woman. He loses everything, including her, because she wants to save him. The man tries to move on, but even the most radical of friendships can't keep him from being reckless and he's just biding his time until he can be with the woman, again. He knows he can't save them all and maybe, he can't save her either, but at least he can go out with one, quiet, little... bang.